Considering I never blogged before and this being my first time, i'm not too sure what to say. I like to say welcome though I doubt anyone would ever see this so it's my safe haven for now~
So, I guess I should tell you a little about myself shouldn't I? hm, let's see i'm 5'....... nope I think i'll leave that a secret. I guess the only reason i'm really making this blog is because i've been having really bad luck lately and I really don't know who to turn to. My grandma-who I lived with most of my life has cancer, I was betrayed by most of my friends and everything I do seem to have a bad out come. I never really belived in charma but from today on i'm a beliver. I've been a pretty big bi*ch to some of my friends before and I guess it's come back to get me. Tho, I never really thought that my best friends whould accually say all those horrible things about me. Accually, I think I do but I never thought that they would say it about me. I guess that the person who is the most innocent is accually the devil behind the mask. Speaking of which, I guess I was never good at choosing friends or rather female ones, that didn't betray me or take advantage of me. So far, I havn't said anything about it, rather i don't know what to say or do. I always tell myself that if i'm am the person to cave in first that means waht they said about how the only reason I have friends is cause of them.
uh... that was a long rant hehe^_^ i feel so much better now~
-Twinkle
